A Bullet to the Head
So today was the beginning of summer classes, and I just feel so upset right now.
a. There was an old couple riding a motorcycle
b. there was this guy who was backing his car up
c. the car bumped the motorcycle
d. the old couple fell down
This scene petrified me. I stood there the whole time, contemplating on what to do. I was paralyzed. There was this debate going on in my head. I wanted to run to the old couple and help them, but they already stood up, and they were soiled too. I also wanted to run to the traffic enforcer, but some dude was way ahead of me. I wanted to fight for them, but that job was taken too. So I stood there, with tears in my eyes. Horrified. I didn’t know which fault was it though, but it got me.
I had a dental appointment, and I waited there for like 45 minutes or whatevs, and the dentist’s assistant told me to come again tomorrow because of some unpredictable happening.
The teacher was discussing god knows what, and I completely zoned out. I was staring at the leaves, thinking about this and that.
This : There’s this guy, who keeps chatting me and he has a girlfriend
That: There’s like 4-6 guys like him
I couldn’t help but think less of myself. I know I shouldn’t mind them, but I felt like a second choice of some sort, some second form of consolation. Nonetheless, I didn’t entertain any of them.
Family Problems. (will prolly blog about this soon)
Maybe it’s the weather, maybe it’s just me. Same old Mia, making a big deal out of small things. Focusing on the little dot on the paper instead of the paper itself. I feel dumb. Becoming this too-sensitive-shit again. Feeling everything all at once. Screw it.
I did a post and answered this too tho :(
i think my parents should be thankful that all i do is spend time on the internet. i could be a drug dealer or serial killer, but am i? no. you’re welcome
what if your pillow could collect your dreams and when you wake up you plug it into your computer and watch them over again